Destiny takes you places where you never thought of going. So, GHAZIABAD it was...!
Yup, few days back ghaziabad was the city i used to listen in news for obvious criminal cases happening there. All i could think about ghaziabad was its a crime city ,we don't have relatives there, Plus" there is no tourist place or any other thing that is valid enough and gives me reason to visit it once. Though i have a friend there who is so dear to me but still not even in dreams i ever thought of going there.
On the contrary part i had just spent 30 days there. LOL it is...! and LOL is what always happens to me. :/
Where i was all excited about going to Delhi, All of a sudden my therapist had to change his clinic . And from all the cities i see on the MAP of INDIA. He chose GHAZIABAD.
So it was trouble for us to find a good PG there. but no.. my therapist who is so very concerned about me though i don't get why .. :/ arranged my stay at his home only.I think all the doctors have this "Angels veins" in them or may be my doctor is some exceptional case. Anyways as the matter of fact talking about my case which is a Real Exception for doctors i had to go for therapy sessions to get some betterment. and Yes i am a bit Better after shedding thousand of tears in last 30 days every morning and evening. Even after enduring so much pain, those cruel hearts used to call me *Rotlu girl* :/ Lets just not talk about it..! -_-
My doctor is a Muslim so it was a nice experience of staying with a Muslim family. His wife and his baby were his only family So as mine for next few days. His wify told us that she had no real sister so please call me di instead of bhabhi. :D ( Funny people they were ..doc bhayia and Di makes no sense :P ) . So mona and I used to call her 'DI' and li'l baby girl Ayesha used to call us mona massi - sona massi . O.o . Lol No.. a 5 months baby can't speak after all :P.
As i entered the room where i was going to stay i saw a photo behind my bed and it was some kind of mosque as far as i know with beautiful greenish-bluish sky, this picture had something .. no not some electric lights but it used to glow even after lights off. My room was big enough for me with a big window from where i could enjoy gzb rains as it was month of monsoons. For few days my dear elder sissy mona was staying with me so we enjoyed alot. Of course not those therapy sessions. >.< they were like pain in ass :/ not really ... pain in whole body actually ..:| . Doctors are always busy so even my doc used to stay out for long hours and at home di ..who was a real entertainer , mona me and ayesha we 4 girls . We hit it off so well that we started our own *Gossip Girls* and all we used to do was gossiping and munching. :D. Our colony had no security issues the only threat there were *MONKEYS*. Every building every flat has monkey gates so that no any monkey could enter. But our apartment was a bit different even after having monkey gates we 4 girls were only at home and a smart monkey managed to come inside once. Di was in her room's washroom with ayesha , i was in my room and poor girl mona was in kitchen. All of sudden she started shouting -monkey monkey :D i locked myself in my room..:P and asked Di not to come outside the room so she locked herself in another room..:P Kitchen door had no lock from inside so.. Mona and monkey struggled in kitchen with "Push the door game" ..:D Out of our expectations Smarty won by locking her from outside. Yes that smart ass locked her and ran away. It was one hell of a hilarious evening. :D Mona had to leave after one week so mumma replaced her to stay with me. And here comes the boring days. You know you just can't do any thing off beat when you have someone elderly with you.But it was not bad either Di gelled with mumma so well that i didn't realise i was not at my home. One thing i discovered about myself is i am not homesick at all. i didn't miss home even for one second. may be it was because i had stayed there like forever O_o. No, but i used to chiilllaooo "i wanna go back" during my stretching exercises. It was like someone is stretching my soul from the body that much painful ;-( ...!
My family is not that orthodox typo. We shared the same kitchen and i felt so nice when we first ate together. :D it was all new to me so i felt great. :D and i was Happy...:P
Di used to perform Salah/Namaz 5 times a day in her room and under the same roof my mumma used to do pooja in our room every morning. So cool No..? :D
I am an eggetarian and had tried chicken also. so it was di's birthday and they ordered biryani. i found it so tempting and i ate it..:P *Yes Real Chatori i am* so what i eat small meals my system doesn't allow me to have big meals but i eat everything thoda thoda.:D :D Mom is a pure Vegie so she made faces at seeing me having chicken. :D
On the other hand i was in gzb. SHAIL's city. Shail who is a virtual dost and its been 3-4 years we are friends. In-fact he is that one friend who is more close than few real ones.A best dost one can ever have and i am lucky in that matter. He knows me all and everything about me .Like in real but irony is we are virtual friends and never met. So, i had a chance and i so very much wanted to meet him in real.But i was in dilemma whether to meet him or not. People have tendency to change and i have seen it with real friends. And here it was him - a friend never Hi-5'ved with or chated in real so chances were higher that he could also change.. :/
May be in different way. He already cares for me alot and i didn't want to change this care into sympathy after see-ing me in real. A sympathetic friendship would be the last thing i want on this earth. So, i ended up not meeting him. #SadCursingGod.
All this month i used to cry every evening ,not really crying i used to shed tears for physical pain i was bearing during excercise and once its over very next moment i am back in *My Mode*.But one stupid evening while stretching i was chillaying ahhh-uhh-ouch with tears of course but don't know from where some idiot tuned in to Radio and some fucking radio station was playing that fuckingly senti song which always reminds me of how fucked i am. *Jeene k liye socha hi nahi dard sambhalne honge* :/ this is that one song which my ears always refuse to listen either i will change the channel or i change the room if its on T.V. but that day i broke down in front of doctor* urghhh what a stupid gadhi i am* could not control. I tried to make them fool that i was crying because of stretching but they were no morons to realize what happened to me. Bankonk i created a scene.
Well while packing bags at our last night Di also created a scene .:D started crying as if its my vidayi session is going on . :/ with some sweet and bitter moments this month passed and i am back at home now. :D Writing all this stuff and relived every moment :D.
#HappiesssEndingss..! :)
