What if my folks were food? ;)

Pani puri :- garima (mona) behna ..:P 

Couldn't live without stuff like this..Spicy, exciting and you could even have some masala ones! ;)

Pav-bhaji : SAnchi-Pluk-
Won't taste good separately, together we rule the world :P     

Gulab Jamuns : ekta -

Sweet,sweet and sweet. I like sweets :)  and jamuns too.. ;-)

Noodles:  - Su-

Tangly Tangled..Awesomey-awesome!!One of my favorites!: but have it rarely :P )

Wafers : panku -

crispy and salted..:) .......perfect snack..:D 

Roti Sabji : Shaily-
My daily doze! Also, the satisfaction after having her ..:P  - priceless!:)

Papad : Ginu bhai - 

Need one everyday!;) At times, lunch is tasteless without it.. =)) :P 

Pineapple : Rohit -
Aaaand, you know why! :P (You don't ;-) ) :P 

Icecream : Shail -
Though you want to, you don't get it everyday :P And you won't like all its flavors:D 

A perfect mood changer. 

Chocolate (fruit and NUTS) :P  : anushka,ishita,Mohit,ankanksha,anu

Always bring smilezz ;) :)

Oh..! yes So me ..B|

I just love when people call me weird :D It's like they accept the fact that I am different from every normal and boring creature they get along! For a fact, I love when people understand me without any long explanations..You can simply sit, give a random expression and the other person knows exactly how you feel. This is how my mom behaves! I often wonder if she can read minds (Hell No..! she is no edward cullen typo ..:/ ) . I become more weird when I am bored. Boredom gets me high :P
So I text my good friends a random "fiojhioejfiojf" and they know accurately what I am upto. Ingenious. Or at times, I just text some blabber to let them know I am always there (to disturb them). This week was surprisingly boring, now you know why I am typing this sort of random shit here.. But it gives me pleasure, pleasure to know that I have the power to type whatever I want, whenever I want and just communicate, no matter where you are.
By the way, I tried pretending I am teaching defense against dark arts at hogwarts, also making a secret code that no one else can break and sang lalalalalala all the time I could. Yes, I know : I am awesome!:) It's moments like these we all love. When you know you will never improve, do the craziest stuff, shout and sing and dance and sleep as long as you can and not even wonder what's gonna happen, the very next moment.
Pinterest is getting me addicted. I go on surfing pics and smile like an idiot! 
For most of the times, I am like.. "Ohh, this is just so mee " ... and repinning them.

Blog-vati... :/ Don't give me looks :/ ... 
I kinda love posts like this.Nothing to say, but you can just be yourself :-)

You Know...?

1. You know that feeling when you know you are just fucked up and always be like this still you read a book titled- Life is what you make it..?

2. You know that feeling when you hate everyone because no one really loves you because you're disgusting or maybe not?

3. You know that feeling when you, YOU are missing something/ someone and your brain says no need to miss them still you feel miserable?

4. You know that feeling when you think your heart is a shit stuffed bag of tears?

5. You know that feeling when you feel you've faked everything all your life, that you've pretended coolness, happiness, bindaasness for so long, people actually detest you if that armor cracks once in a while, and they move on to the funny people of the moment then. You know?

6. You know that feeling when you just want to drink and drink and drink some more, and then go out and tell everyone what you actually think of them, that they're hot and you want to kiss them, that they're cute and you want to kiss them, that they suck and you want to gaand pe laato them, that you're awesome so please love back?

7. You know that fearful feeling, when you get eve-teased by three bikers and shout back "madarchod" in tashan, but you know you're fuck scared and rape may happen any moment?

8. You know that feeling when your scalp starts bloody bleeding because of winter dryness and people notice and tell you about it?

9. You know that feeling when your crush gives you nothing but a bored "hey" but a gives a handshake with full fledged smile to your cute friend.

10. You know that feeling when you discover, suddenly, that food is not making you happy any longer, and that appetite is dying and dying sand dying?

11. You know that feeling when you just want to hug your mother and just live in the warmth of love and validation?

12. You know that feeling when you fear being judged?

13. You know that feeling when the person you've loved the most all your life, the person you've shared everything with, the person who knows your real self like no other, when that person turns out to be nothing but an illusion, a farce, and suddenly everything is lost?

14. You know that feeling when you're crying in the night, fearing someone whose special to you starts avoiding you any moment, wondering what you can do about it?

15. You know that feeling when there's no love anywhere?

16. You know that feeling when you're so devastated only God can help?

17. You know that feeling when you're just painfully, intensely, unusually, sad?

18. You know that feeling when you want to drink and drink and drink and DRINK?

19. You know that feeling when you want someone with you, someone who's like you, someone who loves you even when you're a solitude-loving, boring, non-risk-taking, cribbing, crying, idiotic, bitchy, stabby, messy, dirty-minded, desperate, selfish, non-fun-loving, shanti-loving,money-loving, ambitious, jealous, dark, unfunny  because that probably what you really are?

20. You know that feeling when you're a total stranger to your own self, your activities are dictated by some manipulative corner of your brain, you cannot love anyone, no one loves you, everything is dhokha, naatak, etc etc?

You know?

Addicted..!

Yes, I am addicted to my friends. 

I feel happy when they are around. 

Stupid chats, nonsense conversations ,may be they are just killing their time by doing this.

                    They say :- " Sometimes Nothing To You Means The World To Someone Else!"

                                       

                                         And yes, They mean the world to me. I find my happiness in theirs because i myself don't have any damn reason to be happy on this earth. Just because i have them in my life i feel Life is worth living, they make me smile in my worst mood.

“Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.”

But the question is if one day these angels will fly away. What would i do... ? 

They have their own life, own problems. When they are having tough time with their loved ones,whu would be there for me... ? to make me feel better, make me smile.....................? 

                                 

                     Mere a thought of not having them by my side shakes me up from inside. They are my drug and i need a daily dose of them.

                        

God if you are listening then- Please..! stop it...I don' want to loose my drug bags and i can't afford to have new ones..!

    I am feeling tired,restless as if i am not being able to breathe properly., but the sad thing is i am still alive..!

Running and all that trash..!

I've been running from no one or nothing in particular but I just seem to be running from the truth, from people , from myself.Maybe I think too much into things, maybe its not true at all, maybe I just don't see the sunny side of things. I don't know I just don't feel happy. Like , nothing really makes me happy anymore , no goal to work towards, no event to look forward to and no satisfaction of something well done. Stuck in a rut? Maybe.

    Hundred things to worry about and hundred questions to answer to various people. Why? Why should I answer anyone's questions , My Life and My Decisions. Doesn't work that way. No one literally NO BLOODY ONE bothered to tell me growing up would be THIS Bad.

I feel talking to anyone is too much work so I don't .  I just talk to those who really matters. I feel doing just about anything is too much work.

In school when they used to ask what would you like to be when you grow up , I would say something new everytime , and maybe that is exactly the problem. I want to do too many things and so I am never happy where  I am , no but seriously who is happy about  doing maths stuff. :\ . I was never into this rubbish typical BanK jobs. My dreams were way too hattke. 

Okay..! Now then when i am option-less i am doing it  but sometimes i feel it won't work for me. And then i think may be  somewhere down the line it will all magically make sense. Ahhh.! Tired of this may be may be not ... i need a break seriously dude i need a long break from this life.

It's not that i don't have time for myself. May be i need someone to make me feel good about myself.

It's obvious i don't have much time to say "22 tak padhayi 25 pe naukri ..chkra ..shaadi bachee nd all then maut ka intezar" ? ( i know typical ranbu fan typz )

Running out of time, I literally have to steal some moments for myself.

Remember that awesome poem we had in school ,  I used to love it ..! :D

What is this life if, full of care,
We have no time to stand and stare?—

No time to stand beneath the boughs,
And stare as long as sheep and cows:

No time to see, when woods we pass,

Where squirrels hide their nuts in grass:

No time to see, in broad daylight,
Streams full of stars, like skies at night:

No time to turn at Beauty's glance,
And watch her feet, how they can dance:

No time to wait till her mouth can
Enrich that smile her eyes began?

A poor life this if, full of care,
We have no time to stand and stare.

                                       -W.H.Davies

A Dilemma-tic Situation..!

And then you will get to know....in actual who genuinely loves you for who you are..! 
Not because you look good..because you are having an attractive physique,but because you have a heart, filled with Love.
Your physical attributes doesn't effect them..and if it does.. then you very well know... what to do.
Yes..! I always say listen to your heart but that doesn't mean you choose to get hurt every time. As experience says itself you get nothing in the end but hurt yourself by listening your stupid heart.!
Sometimes you see the things ... you should believe it and accept it as they are..!
No matter how creepy you are feeling about yourself....that is it (face it.. coz you have got a not so good face)..
Shit happens you never thought of things will happen that way ever. Cry, cry some more.. But again.. eventually you will get over it..! :-) Don't let the harshness over come you (thats what evil spirits want :/ ).. always have a heart filled with love. ..
           Take care..!

Hmmmmmmmm..!

Main hoon Gumsum..Tu bhi khamosh hai..sach hai samay ka hi sab dosh hai...!                                    Yeah..! Thats what i am listening to right now. Nice track from movie talaash..No..?Damn, what the heck i am writing..? I mean yaar ... I want to write. No really, I want to. But there is not a single inspiring thought and I think my vocabulary has suddenly given up on me too.                                 
 
  So now all I do is constantly change how my FB profile looks instead of actually writing something. I know real smart i am. Duh..!  But the thing is that no one knows about my blog what my blog is or looked like thus no one ever asked me why I don't blog anymore. wow..Point...? Stupid, you started writing for yourself only to vomit rubbish feelings here ? not to get famous.. Remember...?                                *tiding*          Oh Oh Oh..! haan such.. :P Okay then i am not famous :/ but then who i am? :o Kidding yaar :P I'm telling you I am mental. Its a happy paradox. B-)                                                                        In other news I am currently doing Nothing, though I am supposed to be studying.Must get back to studying. >.< Not really yaar..! Don;t be so harsh on yourself gurl..its just a matter of stupid exam.. have fun... B-)Awwww..! thats really sweet of you...Thank you ..! You complete me *does the celebrity wave* ..!
                                                        :P :P :P :P :P