lonely but not alone..!

Its so important to prepare yourself for loneliness. As sometimes you feel lonely because you are alone, and this situation is still okay. But when you feel lonely in the crowd, within this known and comfortable world, you should be comfortable with that loneliness or else you might succumb to the loneliness. In such situation, substitutes won't work in long run. Being friends with the solitude will solve the problem forever. Friends... family are there for you. But it is important that you love yourself, your company the most. 

Fuckfuckfuck

What the fuck is going on ...shit shit shit...!!!!! Shit is all i can say shitty is all i can feel and shit is all i can think.
Actually you know what ?
I am in deeeep shit..so its OK to be this way..right ?
Bankonkkkkkkkkkkkkk
Hhh
No matter.. how much efforts you make, to turn things better.. how much you try..you will always always be like this only.
SCREWEEEDDDDD
this feeling gonna never leave you
Never everrrrrrrrr
Because you desrve this ...oh yea you deserve to feel this much miserable.
Afterall you have comitted crimes ..murders robbery ? aint you? ....you gangsta girl..!!hhhuh
Keep crying..
Thats the only thing you can do and you are good in it. Cozzzzzx
You have got only tears in your share in this life.
Misery is all you see and miserable is all you feel.
Your own life is fucked up thats totally great..superb fantastic..but....
Inspite of that you try to smile going out of the way..
Then bosss...
Hah
No no chance life will screw you more
And the more efforts you make more deep shit you are in so babes better keep crying...!!!!

♥

Love is thinking someone is beautiful even  though they are a huge mess. ♥

#My words

"Don’t wake me up,until its dawn again.
Don’t call my name i am not the same.
Selflove is gone long back..
The day i got drenched in rain. "

Breathing game

And there comes a day
She is all hopeless and glad
Soon this will be over
No longer needs to find reasons to smile
No longer needs to pretend
No more sufferings and cravings
Dreams and fantasies will come to an end.
There will be no more her
..to feel bad for,
No more her..to say “stay strong”
No shoes now fits her ..no scenario her eyes ever seen
World was worth watching you bitch ..her eyes has always scream.

Miracle, hopes kinda words are fading
No one there to put on blame..
But she is all fragile and tired now
Playing this breathe in & breathe out game.

Actor-Us ..! :)

We all want to look good. [ouch..! this really hurts :'( ].
We all want to be appreciated, accepted. [Not the way we are, the way they want us to be]
We want people to say we are good..no not good.. that wouldn't satisfy us. We want to be called THE BEST.
We want to be loved. [who doesn't?]
We long for attention..say things that would sound "correct and pleasant" to impress people who wouldn't give us a second look or care about us if we spoke our mind.
We act innocent when we want to, to look "good" in a tricky situation.
We use our tactfulness to stay ahead of people we secretly hate but don't admit it to their faces.

We love someone but are shy to admit it because HEY! why should we make the first move? [In actual we are afraid ] but we act like... isn't love supposed to find us? 
But we love to hate a person in full public display. We act happy to show how rosy and lovely our world is, but something's hurting us inside.
We lie. We lie to escape. We hate to admit if someone we dislike is better than us because we think that would make us a smaller person.
Sometimes we fake things.
 We all are wearing beautiful masks. In our minds, we are always right. We are our own Heroes.

In a way, we are all Actors.
Kudos to Us..! :) 

It is ok not to be happy, for happiness is overrated!..!

Have you ever had one of these phases when all you wanna do is be quite and soundless?

Well, currently is my time, and despite of all my desperate attempts to please myself, I just couldnt help but surrender to the silence around me.