Noh.........!! i just can't write what i am feeling inside. Because i know this is wrong. I don't have any right on this earth to feel this way. But its happening to me and i can't help it. No, i mean i can.. its just i don't want to..........?!?!?!?!?[(i know i don't want to :'( ]
And... All of a sudden I feel so side-tracked.. Was I even there on the track?? 'Cause I have absolutely no idea why am I writing this post..?
-Is it? what they call mental disorder? :o (no it can't be possibly, am perfectly fine. it was just minor knee cramp few hours back ..or whatever it was.. surely it was not in my brain. O_o..coz i've had pain in my knee O_o * noh nah i never believed boys when they say 'girls ka dimag ghutno main hota hai" :| NAhhhh!!! )
-Is it for me to get bored of my own blabbering and fall asleep?? (O_o Well, this is some food for thought!)
No wonder if you're sleepy..! You sustained it soo far?? Gosh! People these days, i tell you, have bumper leisure time..:P
Me,..silly kudi.., who won't sleep and write such posts; and You, Keen Audience, who would diligently entertain such posts..! :)
M glad to have such "velle" onlookers..! :)
You inspire me to write moree...! :p
Phewwww........ hmmm, why the hell its happening to me, i should concentrate on other things.(there is a lot to think about the well being of this world O_o ... ? uhmm ok i mean i have novels,movies.music,health plus its my birthday next week.. ohh.. I was here for something else) ...Yeah,i was about to write a post about my birthday wishes but see here i am typing stupidly whatever is on my mind. Mind?.. i know i am the stupidest girl..But god why na? why can't you make things go nicely -just the way i like, the way i think, the way i imagine.?!?!?! (brmmmmmmmmm i am still on the same track gosh :|)
I know every-time that I write a post, I dart stacks of assurances that I'm gonna continue writing then on etc.. And each time I fade away without any news.. (I wonder if anyone even takes notice of it! :/)
You know what.. when i think about my blog (mostly when I cannot fall asleep).. Hatching up word-by-word what I'd write next, all in my mind.. Wondering if all this could directly get posted in the blog (all from my mind!), without me actually having to slog through the keyboard and trying to make it look appealing (only to my eyes!).. Fancying if web-developers would ever design such an app that will enable me to have soo many posts with no efforts at all?? Just my imagination my thoughts my feelings and all this would change into beautiful words in a blip..And then my intelligence would give way to self-realization.. That, "Nahi, kabhi nahi banayenge aisi app. Pehle hi kam jhelti hai kya duniya mujhe, ki aur itne posts kar saku koi chahega??!! :O " Mean world..! >:(
And... All of a sudden I feel so side-tracked.. Was I even there on the track?? 'Cause I have absolutely no idea why am I writing this post..?
-Is it? what they call mental disorder? :o (no it can't be possibly, am perfectly fine. it was just minor knee cramp few hours back ..or whatever it was.. surely it was not in my brain. O_o..coz i've had pain in my knee O_o * noh nah i never believed boys when they say 'girls ka dimag ghutno main hota hai" :| NAhhhh!!! )
-Is it for me to get bored of my own blabbering and fall asleep?? (O_o Well, this is some food for thought!)
No wonder if you're sleepy..! You sustained it soo far?? Gosh! People these days, i tell you, have bumper leisure time..:P
M glad to have such "velle" onlookers..! :)
You inspire me to write moree...! :p
and You know i LOUV you... ;-)
Ta-da ....! :)
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